Life has been great so far.small but good changes and nothing to complain about.

but when i get online its just boring latly. but today i got on and looked and my deviantart and youtube and was thinking. i want a new start. from when i have started going on these sites till now i have changed so much. And i want to show that more.I dont want to get rid of who i was or cover up my past but start fresh and see how much i have progressed.

so im going to go and look at my photos and delet some. i will most likely be getting rid of a bunch or my convention pics. they take up way to much room and i dont like them.

My dream is photography and its getting to the point were i really need to start looking forward in some aspects.I want to start working toward my goal. and a fresh start it what i need.

sorry if you dont understand this or you think im just weird. just something i feel i should do.

has come and gone and he is my late update.

long story short. saterday wasnt that good. didnt have anything planed so just kinda went with the flow

then SUNDAY!

woot! best con day ever

i wook up like 2 hour befor every one took ahour to get read then played pokemon for a hour.and everyone wook up and pretty much told me to leave lol.
so i txted ash(aka )and hse waited for me.it was kool i was way at the top and looked down and was all "look its ash!" and then i went up to her i would have like attacted her with a hug but she was talking to someone and i didnt want to be rude : / then we just wanders for a while.and then went to whatch cosplay chess.because we are just that hardcore.then we got bored and went ot get my cousin from the hotle room.so then we went down stairs and took some pic.and at 2 or 2:30 we went ot the (kinda lame) pokemin shoot. it laster for nto ever 30 mins. lol but it was fun. and then we wander more. and a TON of ppl asked for are pics it was soooo kool!!!!!!!but then sadly she had to leave...but i she did get me a pin from disney world or land? thanx once again. i dont wanna use it because i dont want the ink to run out.

we have to cosplay ash and misty again

anyway im trying to get some pics up from the con but there taking ther nice sweet time uplading D: so idk when they will be up : /

and as for othe pics not con related. like my photography wow idk right now i need to keep trying to pass geoemtry and englilsh but some week end when my face it clear and its not raining out side and im not buzy which idk when that will be D:
i will get something up. there is a pic that ih ave had living in my folder that i havnt uploading its not much but its a pic : /

but yahhh

i love you guys soo much the few that support me

im just busy and i have no ideas

p.s i dont feel the need to spell check this

im going to bed NIGHT!

ok well i had the first day of tennis practice and the couch dicided to start off with a work out with a ton or running so my legs fill like jello D: lol but thats a good thing means i did the drills right

and idk when i can take pics : / i want to get one up a week at the lest

as for a-fest my cos has this week and till wendsday to get well from being sick and my wig still might have the chance of getting here and yahh .

im getting happyer with a-fest now.and kat is ok with me being a shadow because i dont do well alone as i said in my last journal : /

dont get me wrong im happy its comming but

1. my friend cant because her sister is goign ot the next rank in the military which is good but it kinda sucks she cant come

2 .now my cousin my not come because she is sick D:she got the flu

3.my wig still isnt here and im worried it might not D:

4.my yukki cosplay is a bit big on me and i dont know how to alter it : /

5.im having to convince my mom to let me bring on of my other friend and she dosnt know about it yet : /

6.and both my cosplays still have little detail i need to fix : / and i dont know if i will be able to because school starts tommorow.

7.kat can only go 2 days so if my friend cant come i will be alone the last day and im not good with beeing alone

idk maby im beeing selfish but this is all the complications with a-fest as of now

is weird,random,short, and half the time i dont know what going on

so why cant i stop whatching it D:

its just soo amusing and i dont know why O.O


i dont really understand it other than it take time during ww1-2

why is each ep like 5-10 mins long?

i dont understand why or whats going on but im like in love with italy right now he just tooo cute

yah thats all for now

i must go and whatch more >.>;

a fest is in 14 days

and i dont know if my wig will come in time D: it better or i will cry

and school starts in 3 days (if u include today)